lalala, DOOJOON IS CUTE! >.<

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

11:35 PM

Aish! Why are they keep on saying that I'm having a relationship with Dolly? We're just friends. No more, no less. Well, I DID hope for more. But I'm not putting any hope for it. NO WAY! I am so not going to put any hope on it. -nods- As what Youngbae oppa told me. Come on, I have G-Ri now. I have such a good brother fiancé and brothers, Dolly is just someone that I think as a BEST FRIEND. Like me and E-Jump. So Dolly is just a friend of mine.
Thinking about Dolly, really make me feel like running away. -sigh- I don't know! I don't know. Aigoo, this is so confusing. Maybe, just maybe I like Dolly. But I won't do anything about it. I am so sick of it ever since Kuali did that to me. WAH! I hate Kuali. No Kuali anymore! My life is wonderful. ^^ I love my life now, except for that I'm tired. That's it.
Hahaha. I don't care~ As long as I'm happy with myself now. Yayy~! The song for today will be 'Lies' by BIGBANG. I'll post it in just minutes time. =)
I'm so sorry (sorry), But I love you (I love you more, more).

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7:16 PM

So I guess I lost her? I don't know. She seems to be gone from us. I miss her so much, but she seems to not know about it. I miss her, we miss her. -sigh- But if she really wanted to leave us, I don't mind. She won't treat us like she used to. I still have lots of people who I care. My best friends; Hyerim, Choi Top hyung [Taera], Maknae [Sangra], Minra [Sarra] Baby, E-Jump, Honey [Faiz], Yunni, Faithy, Naomi, Eunha unnie, Ara unnie, Sae unnie... Did I missed someone? That's it, I guess. OH, WAIT! My sister in law, Moon Ila. Kekeke... I love you guys so much!

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8:17 PM

I HATE her so much! She is not the one that I know 3 years ago. She did change to the WORSE! I HATE her now! She is not Baby anymore... She is not the Baby I know. She is Tot now. I HATE ADA! She made Baby change! Baby even yelled at me. She never yell at me, even once. But now she yelled at me and for the first time I cried because of her. Her yell, the voice that she used, I will never forget. How painful it was. I was enough with everything I have and she add it more. We're not even her best friends anymore. She never thinks about us anymore. All she cares is her friends there. She did this to us, has she even think about our feelings? She's just using us after all for her outing with her friends there. I H.A.T.E. H.E.R!!! I am not your toy, Baby. Or should I call you 'TOT'... I had enough with this. In this 1 year, I had enough with this. First with Nas, second with Nelly and E-Jump, now with Baby. I cried enough this year. I had enough of being a good girl, I had enough on following other peoples' butt, I had enough on being bullied. I am tired, very tired. I don't like this. Why am I the only 1 who has to listen to other? Why can't just they listen to me this time? The same things happened to Hyerim. Why do we need to listen to other? Why can't they just understand us? We are human being and we do have a heart and feelings. I just don't get it. Maybe I was born to be a loser. Maybe this is what the God want to. Maybe this is my punishment for being a bad girl. *sigh*

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1:17 PM

*sigh*. I came to school today with happy smile but came back home with unhappy feelings. I thought that today will be fun but I was wrong. Today I was like had a fight with my friend. At first I thought that I'm only going to be mad at him only for today or maybe until end of this week. I'm not that mad actually. This is all because of yesterday. It's all about the extra class.
He came to me just now at school after the teacher told him that I came. He said that he told me that morning. But the thing is I didn't even heard him. That time was a big mess, I can't hear anyone talking and he told me that time. He came to me and said that 'the teacher said that you came last night, but I told you already and you even nod.' He said that but I didn't hear a thing from him. He told my other best friends about it and now even my own best friends blame me. Why are they always be on his side rather than mine? My sister yelled at me in the car, than at home my dad's turn yelling at me. Two people were yelling at me yesterday and today, my friends put the plame on me. I was telling the whole things to Minra and then Tera came with Wookie; standing in front of my table.
At first they did say anything, just act like usual, then Tera started to ask 'you know the whole thing already? So come on, both of you are innocent.' I was so sad and was wondering, why didn't she on my side? I know everyone loves him, but why do I have to take this all? Then I told her what happened last night; about the yelling things and everything. But then, again; I was yelled by her this time ' Hey, he's innocent, okay.' A very loud one. I walked out from the class room to the staricase. I was crying really hard and no one came to me, even Wookie didn't. I was alone ans always though of the words best friend. Did the word best friend really exist? Why my own best friend yelling at me? Why didn't they came and comforted me? Why can't I have them by my side? But then, Minra came and I'm really thankful for that. Sometimes I felt more close to her then my other friends. She sat next to me and kept on comforting me.
I came in class later and still crying. I took out a paper and wrote to him that 'I'll take all the blame and I'm sorry.' I was still crying the whole lauguage period and after that. Biology time I got the paper back. I opened it and read. He said that he's sorry and asked me not to cry anymore. I looked at it and the one who writing wasn't him but Tera. I don't really mind that though. They didn't talked to me since the lauguage period until now. They didn't even say bye to me when going home. I know they were talking bad about me, I just know that. I want things to be back as usaul. Fine, I'll take all the blame and everything but please, please put things back to usual. I don't like things like this. And I'm sorry. *bow*

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Hi, Yuuri's here. I'm a high school student and going to sit on an important exam which I totally hate it! Whoever thinks that I'm a weirdo, go ahead because I am...^^ Being me is hard but I like it...=] At least I know that I love myself... LOLLs~!!! If you really ask me what am I good at? That will definitely be imagination...^^v Keep on with the quote 'Be brave like G the Dragon, have a rocking Tempo,have a beautiful Sol, have a nice D-Lite smile, and with that, you'll have your V.I.C.T.O.R.Y. XD

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» I am::17 years old
» I was born::December 9 1993
» Love [Husband; Fiancé]::ONEW, SEUNGRI
» Love [Soon to be Husband]::DOOJOON
» Love [Brothers]::KWON JIYONG [G-Dragon], YANG YOSEOB [Yoseob], DONG YOUNGBAE [Taeyang], KIM HEECHUL
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