lalala, DOOJOON IS CUTE! >.<

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

7:28 PM

He came to me with his both eyes were totally loaded with salted tears; falling down from his eyes, non-stop. The tears that were falling from his eyes all the way to his chin were bitter; the feelings were bitter. The reason was still a secret. He just made me cried along with him like he did before. "It was too painful; too hard; too bitter. I can't stand it anymore, I don't wanna know anything about it. Those word were too harsh!" Then it all went into a blankness. What was that? I had no ideas about it. He stopped with his tears; laughing like mad. I was too confused. He laughed while his tears were still running out from his eyes. What was that? I really confused. He broke the hug; clinging on the collar of my shirt; looking at me like he was going to eat me. He laughed; an evil, scary laugh. He dropped his forehead on my shoulder, started to cry again.

"It was way too hard for me to handle it. No more, stop it, I don't wanna know! I'm a pathetic creature. Haha, it's funny, isn't it?" He said; crying, laughing, smirking. He was so different. So different from the one that I know. He then stopped; stopped from everything that he was doing just now. He tilted his head and looked at me; emotionless. He stared at me, which making me cried. He wiped the tears that were following down on my cheeks, he hugged me back. Patting on my head gentle, stroking my back smoothly.

"I'm sorry." That was the only word that came out from his mouth. I closed my eyes; hugging him back. The minute I opened my eyes, he was gone. Nowhere could be seen from my eyes, missing from the embrace. Totally gone. Where could he be? I called him "oppa!". But I heard nothing in returned. Again, that was all a lie. Again, what I was doing was all alone. AGAIN AND AGAIN!

I woke up, it was just a dream again. The time was around 3 in the morning. I went back to sleep. Really, I started to hate this dream. Keep on coming and go. Why was he feeling so sad in my dream? I just couldn't get it.

I heard noises, laughing and cheering. The feeling were happy. I could feel myself smiling. I opened my eyes, I found a big cake and lots of people. Some of the people that I know and some of the people that I don't know. The one who was standing beside me was...Minho?? All I could think of was "Why is SHINee's Minho is here? Onew and the rest were there too. They were singing a birthday song. OH YEAH! We have the same date of birth. But why are they celebrating my birthday too? The song ended with clapping hands.

I woke up, it was just a dream. Why am I having weird dream these days? Very weird, I don't like it! The dreams were happy and sad. I just don't like it, I felt like something is wrong. REALLY WRONG! I am happy now, but still. I don't really feel good with this.

Labels: G-Dragon, Minho

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Hi, Yuuri's here. I'm a high school student and going to sit on an important exam which I totally hate it! Whoever thinks that I'm a weirdo, go ahead because I am...^^ Being me is hard but I like it...=] At least I know that I love myself... LOLLs~!!! If you really ask me what am I good at? That will definitely be imagination...^^v Keep on with the quote 'Be brave like G the Dragon, have a rocking Tempo,have a beautiful Sol, have a nice D-Lite smile, and with that, you'll have your V.I.C.T.O.R.Y. XD

» My Name::Chang@Dong Yuuri aka emychan aka SeungYuuRi aka Omi-tan
» Call me::Yuuri ^^
» I am::17 years old
» I was born::December 9 1993
» Love [Husband; Fiancé]::ONEW, SEUNGRI
» Love [Soon to be Husband]::DOOJOON
» Love [Brothers]::KWON JIYONG [G-Dragon], YANG YOSEOB [Yoseob], DONG YOUNGBAE [Taeyang], KIM HEECHUL
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